Thursday, November 16, 2006

Rant On

There she goes, she thinks she’s so punk rock ‘cause she listens to the clash, dumping poor sad little boys because boredom made her do it, boredom, ha!, she’s bored with life, she’s over full time education, she’s sick of nerds, she’s tired of chemistry, algebra is slowly killing her, she needs a haircut and a box of pink hair dye, unlimited funding wouldn’t hurt either. As a matter of fact she secretly wants to slap people so they can get a glimpse of reality, she wants a boyfriend just to prove that she can get one and she’s in love with a guy who doesn’t even know that she exists. Life can’t just be endless equations of homework and brownbag lunches. It can’t just be school and jobs. What’s the point of living if it’s all so structured? She’s not a good poet, she can’t do math, she’s not fluent in French, she can’t dance, her singing voice is awful, she’s ugly, she has bad teeth and she is literally suffocating under the endless pressure that she sets for herself. She is absolutely terrified of being a failure. She can’t spell and she has no people skills. She’s boring and bland and rude and worst of all she can’t muster up the energy to care. People just ask ask ask and lay their problems on her. They talk and talk and talk and never realize that she’s not actually listening. Act this way. Be like this, Do this, Aspire to this. SHUT UP!!! She has a soundtrack playing in her head and oh by the way she was abducted by aliens…maybe…it seems like she was. The relentless hounding won’t stop until she screams uncle. “Uncle!” Hounding still happening. Guess that was a lie. She lies…a lot. Who doesn’t? everyone tells themselves lies…she just says her lies out loud.

Forever Ranting in Her Thoughts- Viola

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